Friday, August 03, 2007

MOVING ALONG...

I think I complained amply on Tuesday to last the entire week. So no more.

I am trying to concentrate on the good, and making an effort to stay on an even keel. Like many of you have suggested, I am breathing deeply and focusing on growing baby thoughts. I've had a restful week as my doctor recommended; I've hardly left my house at all. I'm not grumbling about that much because apparently it's sweltering hot out there. And I don't like to sweat.

The In-laws are coming this weekend and The C has promised that I won’t have to do anything. I feel a little silly taking it easy, but if I get the desired end result then I guess it’s all worth it. Also-if I don’t kick back and relax and something happens there will be a ton of self-blame happening in these here parts.

Only 2 and a half more days til the u/s. Trust me, I’m counting every second. My mantra: just have to make it to Monday to see that everything’s ok. Rinse and repeat.

The last little tidbit that I can share with you is last night’s dream. It was so vivid, I think I scared myself by waking up. I dreamt that our baby had a poopy diaper, and I asked The C to change it. What did he do? He filled our deep soak tub with water and was dipping the baby in. And then he dropped her. And he thought it was funny. I was right there and grabbed her quick, but it was too late. Then, weirdly, she began to shrink until there was nothing left of her but a spongy toy-like thing in the palm of my hand. Of course this would never happen… but where on earth did this dream come from??!!

Alright- time to wrap up here. Happy weekend to all, and you bet you’ll see me here on Monday.

7 comments:

My Reality said...

I wonder if the girl part of your dream will be true. . .

Good luck on Monday!

Geohde said...

What a strange dream. I hope it didn't upset you, it sounds a little scary. You mind must be churning away at night, when you can't monitor it!

Anns said...

Vivid dreams are a good sign so I don't care how weird they are, keep on having 'em.

Looking forward to Monday's news!!!

Anns xo

Nico said...

I'm excited for your u/s on Monday!

Lots of people have super vivid dreams while pg, so as anns said, a good sign!

Alison said...

So you say it was a her... hmmm. :)

megan said...

wishing you the best of luck tomorrow!

sariel & shlomit said...

can you say 'anxiety dream'?! get 'em all the time!!! the good news is you're going to be an awesome mom so none of that'll happen IRL!
wondering abt the fact that it was a girl, though....hmmmmm....
after 4 nieces, i think the family needs a boy!! lol!!!
peace
shlomit